A Broken Heart

I just wake up in the morning on Thursday, check my phone, maybe someone was texting me for a reason. And I just wow, you are texting me, and we are just break up 3 weeks ago. You have new people in yourlife and what the hell you told me about it. I smile, because I was broken inside.

You say that we can hang out at weekend, I said, hmm no can we delay it? But you courage me that we can hang out together. So I replied yes.

In the afternoon, “can we cancelled?” my heart was beating so fast, what do you mean? What do you want from me? I gave my heart for you, and you just broke me up like I am not human. I have a heart, I can cry, I can smile, and I can hate you. Did you ever feel what I feel right now?

When I get jealous, you said that I was excessive. F*ck you.

I tried to believe you, like all your shit is going to be truth but f*ck it doesn’t.

My heart is broken, all the pieces is so weak. When I touch it, damn so sick.

Why you can kill this heart like this?

Is it what you want?

Is it what you write at my drawing book?

Did it make you happy?

Is this what you talk to me about promises?

You broke all your promises.

Want to know why I more quiet than talk?

Because mouth is more hurt than knife.

It hurts me so much.